Outsiderall that I can feelOutsider by Kiandria
is a mere ghost of what is real--
hang me by my severed pride,
grasp the void where my spirit died
and dare to speak to me
of all that was and now should be
as if you knew
how far askew
my life has shifted--
I am not lifted
by the shining sun
nor am I undone
by love and grace
or a smile-lit face--
I have forgotten the tender hands
of a soul who truly understands
and I have barred the gates
to brace for the hell that awaits.
I am a human. I live on a planet called Earth. I love sushi and dachshunds, along with cookies, root beer, and the Halo franchise. The Walking Dead is a favorite show of mine. I wave my geek flag proudly. I hate math with a passion. If you want to know how many oranges can fit inside the sun, you wouldn't know, because they would all burn up. There. Question solved.
Thanks so much for passing by, favoriting, or watching! It's all very much appreciated! I also like llama badges, so go right ahead and toss them to me. I'll toss one back!
Please do not watch me and expect a watchback in return. I don't subscribe to that, and I would prefer if you watch me based solely on the fact you enjoy my work. If you don't care for what I do, absolutely no harm done. We all have our own tastes. But I would rather someone hate what I do and not watch, then someone watch and not even care.
Tools of the Trade - Photoshop CS5 and a Wacom Intuos 4 tablet for my digital art, and usually a mechanical pencil and paper for my traditional art. Although I have come to use watercolors, some gouache, Faber Castell ink pens, Sharpie paint pens, a white gel pen, and more as well. Generally more sketch-type things are put up, however.
Policy on Gift Art - I more than welcome gift art, and thank you so much for even considering it (if you have)! All I ask is if you're doing one of my characters, please respect them. Both creator and creations would be deeply grateful.
If you have requested something, or are otherwise expecting art from me, let me know! While I like to think I have a good memory, I may have forgotten something.
Commissions - Closed. I have no Paypal at the moment, and I'd like to be able to do these in a timely matter; which is difficult at the moment.
I'd like commissions to be available in the future, however.
Trades - Feel free to ask, but there's not a guarantee I'll always say yes. Not only because of life, but I also put a lot of heart, time, and work into my art. I'd like something around the same quality.
Requests - Sometimes closed, sometimes open. Keep an eye out for my journals, as I announce and open up requests solely through them. Otherwise, I'm closed.
Collaborations - Again, feel free to ask, but the same guidelines from the trade section applies.
Kiriban - I'll be doing the next one at the 25,000 pageview mark. Keep an eye out!
1. Finish owed art.
2. Finish L.A.
3. Give all my characters ref sheets.
Owed Art list
1. Trade with SunsetfrontierRoam
2. Kiriban for EnmismAnima
|Q: What programs/tablet do you use? |
A: Photoshop CS5 and a Wacom Intuos 4 tablet. I'd really like to get Paint Tool Sai soon though.
Q: How long have you been drawing?
A: Like many other artists, pretty much since I could grasp and topple crayons. Although I only got really serious in the last couple years or so.
Q: How old are you?
A: Ah, but does it really matter, since we're all young at heart? But in all seriousness, I'm sorry, but I'm not going to outright say it most likely. Privacy and all that; same thing goes with where I live. I guess I'm going to have to remain an ageless mystery, ho ho! I will say this, however: I'm still in high school.
Q: Are you self-taught?
A: Well, yes, I've learned a lot of things from seeing how other people work and personal experimentation. But I've also taken classes that have helped a great deal as well. So I'd say it's a mix of the two.
Q: How long have you been drawing digitally?
A: Hummm... several years, I believe. It's been a while, for sure.
Q: What do you draw?
A: Humans! Humans everywhere. But I am partial to dragons, birds, canines, and dinosaurs. Creatures, really. I used to be big into dragons and horses when I was younger.
Q: What won't you draw?
A: Basically anything that warrants a warning; excessive violence, nudity, or just anything super vulgar or questionable. I don't mind some blood though, as you'll see when perusing my gallery. Demon-related things are iffy for me too, it depends.
Q: Can I use your art for ect?
A: Unless I've specifically given you the art in question (in which case, you're the owner, do as you please), please don't use any of my art for anything without at least asking me. I probably wouldn't mind as long as you credited me, but again; please, please ask first. It's courteous, and I'd really appreciate it.
Q: Will you make me/do ect?
A: I only do requests when specifically asked for in one of my journals. Please don't beg excessively. It won't get you anywhere.
Q: What's your name, or what can I call you?
A: Feel free to call me Hay, Hayhay, Monkey, Koda, Kodai, Kody... whatever floats your boat! As long as it isn't something obviously mean, I'm good!
|"Mistakes are a fact of life. It is the response to the error that counts." - Nikki Giovanni|
"I can't forgive my friends for dying; I don't find these vanishing acts of theirs at all amusing." - Logan Pearsall Smith
"My intent is to dominate the playing field for as long as I can, with my own challenges, with myself." - Robert Downey Jr.
"What do you say though--if you want to make God laugh, tell him your plan." - Robert Downey Jr.
"It's a blanket statement to say, "That guy's really sharp and amicable and nice," because there's a little bit of a--hole in every nice guy, and there's a little bit of genius in every moron." - Robert Downey Jr.
"(On his addition to drugs) It's like I have a loaded gun in my mouth, and I like the taste of metal." - Robert Downey Jr.
"I'm not going to pretend I'm some saint, because I'm not." - Andrew Lincoln
"Once I've made a decision, I don't view it as a missed opportunity, just a different path." - Andrew Lincoln
"My focus is to forget the pain, mock the pain, reduce it." - Jim Carrey
"One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter." - James Earl Jones
"I never had an empty stage and black pajamas to run around and express myself." - Heath Ledger
"You can spend a bit of yourself when you give yourself to a character. At the end of a job, you have to remind yourself who and what you are." - Richard Armitage
"I've always said it's interesting to watch devils cry when angels want to stab you in the back. I like that mixture." - Norman Reedus
"Success is dangerous. One begins to copy oneself, and to copy oneself is more dangerous than to copy others. It leads to sterility." - Pablo Picasso
"Nature is ugly, and I prefer the monsters of my fancy to what is positively trivial." - Charles Baudelaire
"Bright light is injurious to those who see nothing." - Aurelius Clemens Prudentius
"When is a crisis reached? When questions arise that cannot be answered." - Ryszard Kapuscinski
"When disaster waves, I try not to wave back." - Mason Cooley
"True realism consists in revealing the surprising things which habit keeps covered and prevents us from seeing." - Jean Cocteau
"Over specialize, and you breed in weakness. It's slow death." - Motoko Kusanagi from Ghost in the Shell
"I tried good taste, but the strain was too much for me." - Mason Cooley
"Sleep, that deplorable curtailment to the joy of life." - Virginia Woolf
"Redemption, brittle lady,
Be so ashamed of thee." - Emily Dickinson
"We don't make mistakes. We just have happy accidents." - Bob Ross
"Believe that you can do it, cause' you can do it." - Bob Ross
"The words of kindness are more healing to a drooping heart than balm or honey." - Sarah Fielding
"Next time you're stressed: take a step back, inhale and laugh. Remember who you are and why you're here. You're never given anything in this world that you can't handle. Be strong, be flexible, love yourself, and love others. Always remember and just keep moving forward." - Unknown
"I have forced myself to contradict myself in order to avoid conforming to my own taste." - Marcel Duchamp
"You step outside, you risk your life. You take a drink of water, you risk your life. And nowadays you breathe, and risk your life. Every moment now, you don't have a choice. The only thing you can choose is what you're risking it for." - Hershel Greene from AMC's The Walking Dead.
"A bad man, someone truly evil, they're as light as a feather. They don't feel a thing." - Michonne from AMC's The Walking Dead.